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[11 Aug 2005|01:30am] |
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im leaving for canada in 23 hours. i kinda want to go and i kinda dont want to go. whatever i have no choice really. my uncle better still have his plants or else i will be angry. no tree for 10 days would suck. and plus im going to miss someone a real lot. yeahhhh. so i guess i should go to sleep now.
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[09 Aug 2005|12:43pm] |
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scratch the going to bed thing in my last entry. im going to go smoke a blunt :)
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[09 Aug 2005|12:30pm] |
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life is good... life is good. ive been pretty much chillin the whole summer. i gotta start looking into going to college haha. been smokin many blunts and chillin with some awesome people. the past few weeks haev been the best tho :) . i jsut got back from the dentist. i got a new dentist lady and she kicked the shit out of my gums. every time i rinsed pieces of my mouth came out. it was nasty. no cavities tho! woot woot. i dont even know what im doing to day. i might see a special someone a little later for a little bit.:). but for now im just probably going to go back to sleep.. laaaaaterrrrrr
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[29 Jul 2005|12:51pm] |
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so far summer has been excellent. very excellent. the only thing i havent done this summer that i have wanted to do is go to the drag races. but guess what. this saturday is Super Chevy up in Epping NH at NewEngland Dragway. of course im going. im goin with christi, my moms boyfriend, and his two daughters. itl be great. i love chevys, and i love drag racing. :)
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[27 Jul 2005|04:27pm] |
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its really hot out right now and i think im going to die. yeahhh. the past few days have been really really good. i definatly have not felt like this for a while. and no my good feelings have nothing to do with drugs of any sort. i dont like how people automatically lable me as a druggie just because i love the reefer. weeeeed is not even that bad. so for all you that havent ever tried it... dont talk shit until you do. alcohol and cigarettes are so much worse for you than weed. weed just puts a huge hole in your pocket. haha. okay yea but enough of that. back to what i was saying. so yeah ive been hanging out with christi, tony, and christi's sister a lot latley. life is good. life is good. but confusing at the same time. AND DEFINATLY NOT FAIR!... haha. and guess what. i also got my GED scores in the mail today!!!! holllly crap i passed. and i did really really well too. i got a 99 average in history!. haaaaaaah im so smart. considering i smoked weed before the history test part. yessss. right now im babysitting tonys girlfriends daughter with christi.
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[25 Jul 2005|01:57am] |
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my mom went out for a few days so i decided to have people over and get fucked up. the first night was good. didnt get too messed up. a bunch of people came. but last night i was completley demolished. there wasnt too many people. just me, christi, john , laura, garren, ryan, tom, alan, and some other kid. it was all good till about 2 in the morning when i started to get sick haha. from 2am - 5am i was outside on my porch throwing up. appearntly i went into the bathroom and passed out for 30 mins. yeahhh not a good finish to the night. today i smoked a shitload of grass then tony came over with more grass and me and him and christi and laura smoked a quarter and then tony took me for a ride on the street bike. we did 100 in a wheelie up leland hill. it was insane. that was at about 1 o clock in the morning tonight. it was crazy. the end.
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[19 Jul 2005|11:32am] |
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i finally have a job. i do auto body work ( sanding , painting, priming, pulling dents) on cars and stuff. i like it alot alot. its so easy. my " boss " is the man. his names tony. the garage is right down the street from me too. about 3/4 of my work day consists of smokin grass and drinkin.. haha what a job. my first job so far has been a 1964 mustang. i hate the car but whatever its fun. thats pretty much where i am all day now. i kinda like someone right now. but shes not looking for a boyfriend right now soooooooo i guess i am shit outta luck. but its not gonna make me not like her. i cant help how i feel.... ooooh well. alright enough babbling for me.. peace.
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[14 Jul 2005|11:44pm] |
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so the past few weeks have been entertaining. ive been chillin with ryan mostly. and some other people like derek and toby and micky and dills and nigga nick and other people. been smokin alot alot alot every day alot. i took the 5 parts of the GED test i needed to take. i finished that up tonight. and celebrated down at tonys garage with a few beers and a buncha weed. i just got home a little while ago. so yeah hopefully my GED test scores are good. cause that would suck if it was bad. cause im not that smart. and yeah..
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[26 Jun 2005|03:34pm] |
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Well the night started young. around 3 or 4 me and ryan picked up an 8th. In the middle we decided to burn a little.Afterwards, we Made a quick dash to the Xtra Mart for one Garcia Vega Cigar. As we arrived back to ryans house he quickly broke up the cigar and rolled a rather large bleezy, as he likes to say. 30 minutes later we were a mess. then two other clients stepped in and i had to make another journey into the deep woods leading to a lake. wich led once again to going back to ryans and ripping some bowls. i would have to admit i smoked myself retarded. a few hours pass of the same behaviors and then we cracked the bacardi. made a drink and took some shots. next thing i know we are walking up to sarahs house to a pool party. more shots. i was a mess. all of a sudden we were back at ryans house. i do not remember much of anything. me and him are chillin on my tailgate when 3 cars pull up. amber jade tiff and a bunch of other people i haev never met before. i was starting to cool down by then. then we all move to inside. more people show up. this time its kweefa and alan. then things get a little rowdy so people go outside. i was in the middle of a pinball game when ryan runs inside with the liquor and mary jane and throws it in the basement. " tooch hide theres cops outside." i ran upstairs into ryans room. every single person at ryans house was pretty fucked up that night. so i dono how me and him made it out fine. but the police were there for a good half hour and searched people. one person got fined for an open container of beer. everyone else was not caught surprisingly. and then we passed out. the end.
wow that was kind of fun telling it like a story
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[25 Jun 2005|12:04pm] |
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wow i never update ever. lotsa shits been goin down latley. broke up with emily a few weeks ago. other than that ive pretty much been chillin. im pretty sure that ive smoked myself retarded in the past few weeks alone. its pretty rediculous. ive worked my ass off for the past week digging a trench in someones basement for 20 bucks an hour. sounds like easy work but it fucking blew. for the past few days me and ryan and kelly have been taking his uncles boat on lake singletary to go tubing and smoke blunts and all that good stuff. so far my summer has been a blur. literally.
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[03 Apr 2005|01:27pm] |
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sorry im an asshole. sorry i ruin everything. sorry you hate me. sorry i cant do anything right. sorry that im not good enough for you. sorry i complain alot. sorry i get mad at you sometimes. sorry i cant stop thinking about you ever. sorry you never believe me. sorry you cant trust me. sorry i dont mean to make you sad. sorry that your hurt. sorry i cant make it better. sorry we barley hang out. sorry i smoke cigarettes. sorry i do bad in school. sorry my room is messy. sorry sometimes i cant be there for you when your sad or lonley. sorry im tired at night and go to bed early. sorry my mom wants to move. Im sorry for loving you so much and feel like the biggest dick/asshole/loser/idiot/moron in the entire world. im sorry. and i love you.
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[11 Mar 2005|07:50am] |
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im in history doing some dumb project. emily isnt even happy to see me anymore i dont know what to do reealllyy
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[22 Feb 2005|06:30pm] |
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so yeah. another upset entry i guess..... i dono me and emily fight alot latley. i love her to death but it just sucks alot and it brings me down. blah. i guess tomorrow we are going snowboarding at wachusett. im supposed to hang out with her tonight but i dono if her mom will let me / i dont know if she will even call me back. i guess im good at messing things up
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[12 Feb 2005|11:58pm] |
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blah. im over johns right now. we played poker with his dad n shit. im in such a bad mood. appearently im not important when emilys with her friends. i let her go to watch a movie and i called like 2 hours later and the movie just startedd. yeah cool. i dont even wanna talk about anything right now i dont even know why im fucking updating.
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[27 Jan 2005|09:05pm] |
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so yeah today i hung out with john. we went to his friend nicks house and hung out there for a little then we all went to get chinese food. then i came home at 9 to call emily and yeah shes still out with her friends and its great because she can only hang out with me till 730. wicked cool. whatever i dont care
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[26 Jan 2005|09:15pm] |
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Today we didn't have school because of the snow. So lovely Emily came over around one. My mom made us omelets because we don't know how to make them. I like salsa with them and its pretty disgusting haha. Then we went snowmobiling around. It was quite a fun time. Then we went back into my house and "watched" tv. Then we went to CVS to get cat food and such. The roads were pretty bad but I am a master driver. Then we had dinner and then watched tv... Then I drove her home because her mom her mom is real annoying.
I love you Emily!!!! =)
<333
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[18 Jan 2005|12:18am] |
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appearently i always start stuipid arguments soooo fuck that
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[08 Jan 2005|07:15am] |
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yesterday was probably one of the worst days ever. i dont really wanna talk about it much ... but ill just say sorry to emily. bahh
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[06 Jan 2005|09:10pm] |
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so yeah john dills picked me up on the 4 wheeler earlier today and we drove all the way to john rogers house. it was a long haul and we didnt get caught by the cops. then i got there and rode the 4 wheeler for like 3 hours and then i flipped it over and hurt my leg then i stopped. after we went to mcdonalds and then to circut city and got john counter strike. then we went back to his house and installed it then i came home and then i went to pick my mom up cream cheese now my cars stuck in the driveway all the way sideways.
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